.. I wonder how long this idea of mine is gonna last...ya know some of these things just don't last... they come... come come... then they stop... ya know the 5 mins thing..., ah well... anyway .. here's my first time. What else better to start my first time with my "first time"... what first time? .. hmn...hee.....well they who know me, know me as THE teaser. heh heh
... so well think I was still doing my degree, really that kind of age..but he was not a class mate ... he was my bf. yea.. well .. I am one of those females that ya know believes that the first time is only after wedding... so... I guess I kept that promise pretty well.... so yea... it's that late. was abt middle or late teens...
nothing spectacular, we went partying with friends... and ya know drinks and stuff like that.. then getting high and all.. that ... well actually before this.. my bf then..(now ex) has been hinting me... trying to sound me out on this sex thing.. but I said no. anyway.. so we were all pretty high, that nite and I was a bit "high too" I couldn't go home in that state... was smelling too much of alcohol and smokes.. so I decide to bunk at his place...strangely enough no one is at his place... when we reach his place we lay on the bed... almost feeling tired at all.. but I was expecting something...well yea I was really a bit "high" that night.. so when we starting kissing, I did not hold back... he slowly took my shirt off...then my jeans... then his clothes went off too...he touched me all over the place, and slowly slide his fingers in me .. I actually stopped him.. becuase it was bit painful.. but I was not too nervous... ya know the alcohol really helps ! but it was a bit awkward, I rub him prettygood, I slide my hands up and down, mesagge his ya know...and give him now as I know it as a hand job...moving slowly...but tight and firm...and he was all hard, I slide my hand and tickle the top of his "thing" and I think he was really happy about it ! ha ha! anyway, it was awkward because I was not sure how he would enter me.. seems strange, so we tokk abit of time to "align" and for him to be inside me .. after that it's all all home run...he was pumping and going at it...so fast.. I am one of those females that like it fast and ya know a bit paingfull kinda thing...anyway. he could not stop and came inside me... was pretty fast but it felt really good. and I like it ! it was actually painful for the first few mins...but I guess once I knew how it was, and I like it, the pain sort of added to the pleasure.
Oh yes of course there was a condom.
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